does it make me a sick person if i :rubbel: to the sharday pics ...with my ****** in mind?
The second I saw
Traci Topps, she reminded me of my ******.
Did I jack a shitload to
Traci Topps? You bet!
Did I think of my ******? No.
I didn't want to fuck my ******. She was hot as fuck, but I don't go there. In fact, it's a running and open ****** joke about all the male cousins, we get a great laugh.
Did it bother me that I jacked to
Traci Topps? They are two different people, so no. However, I didn't use Traci as a target for any lust for my ******. Same beauty doesn't mean same woman, and I didn't feel any need to "get out any ******" because I didn't have any.
Spiritually I would never think of any of my relatives in a sexual way, ever. Spiritually I don't look at women below the neck that I work with, at least not without her asking or by some situation I get a glance-by-accident of something. It's not about respect or morals or any of that ****. It's about just not going into the temptation at all because I don't want to have to deal with it.
I.e., if I stopped to think about how my ****** would look bent over a desk while I rammed her, I would probably have trouble ever stop thinking about it. So I just don't start. It's much easier to deal with it when you don't. Especially when I saw her in person.
Now Traci? Oh fuck! All over that.
