It's pretty difficult to come to terms with the realization that you're pretty sad.
A couple of days ago, I was thinking of my cell phone, and I realized that I never receive calls from anyone. Despite having a whole bunch of numbers on my contacts list, not a single person on that list ever calls me. I may call someone on the list, but I know no one ever calls me.
I am either a boring person no one wants to talk to (I think I am pretty pleasant) or I don't have any real friends. Man, this is sad, and not sad in the sense of grief, but sad in the sense of pathetic.
If my funeral were next week, I am thinking only a few "friends" would show up. Please tell me that I am not alone here, and that most people only have a few real friends. You may know a lot of people, but only few are friends enough to financially support you in times of need, or show up at something important like a funeral. Agree? Is this true for you?
Also note that I never go out. I am never invited to any parties or anything, but even if I were, I'd likely decline. "Hanging out" is not really my kind of thing. Just not me. This may have something to do with my situation (not ever being called).
PS: None of us know each other personally on the Internet, but it's even embarrassing to mention it online!
A couple of days ago, I was thinking of my cell phone, and I realized that I never receive calls from anyone. Despite having a whole bunch of numbers on my contacts list, not a single person on that list ever calls me. I may call someone on the list, but I know no one ever calls me.
I am either a boring person no one wants to talk to (I think I am pretty pleasant) or I don't have any real friends. Man, this is sad, and not sad in the sense of grief, but sad in the sense of pathetic.
If my funeral were next week, I am thinking only a few "friends" would show up. Please tell me that I am not alone here, and that most people only have a few real friends. You may know a lot of people, but only few are friends enough to financially support you in times of need, or show up at something important like a funeral. Agree? Is this true for you?
Also note that I never go out. I am never invited to any parties or anything, but even if I were, I'd likely decline. "Hanging out" is not really my kind of thing. Just not me. This may have something to do with my situation (not ever being called).
PS: None of us know each other personally on the Internet, but it's even embarrassing to mention it online!
