... But to be completely honest I don't think I've ever actually been in love with anyone before. SO like how does it feel, cause I think about her all the time, but not liek I just want to have sex, like I want to just lie in bed and watch a movie and just like hold her. I stay up at night in bed thinking about her not being able to *****. I think she is absolutely beautiful, even if she just came back from the gym all sweaty and with messed up hair...
...But the problem is that she is one of my core group of friends and I'm afraid that doing anything to pursue her will cause problems within the friend group. Like if theres rejection will it make everything just weird, or cause the friends to break into 2 factions. Or if she feels the same about me and it causes everyone else in the group to feel weird around us...
I just could use some advice to stear my decision to let her know how I feel or just keep quiet and admire her from across the room.
...But the problem is that she is one of my core group of friends and I'm afraid that doing anything to pursue her will cause problems within the friend group. Like if theres rejection will it make everything just weird, or cause the friends to break into 2 factions. Or if she feels the same about me and it causes everyone else in the group to feel weird around us...
I just could use some advice to stear my decision to let her know how I feel or just keep quiet and admire her from across the room.
