I used to work with this gal who came out here from Indiana. Like other waitress and since I was a doorman, I'd walk her to her car after her shift often. She was an actress and a model. She showed me these stunning black and white model photos of her where she looked great. A miracle because her photos suggested a bubbly vibrant personality too. The gal in front of me I knew as a nice but tall, gawky, gaunt, toothy, ridgeback, cranky, hog-calling, old grey-haired waitress.