Unfortunately the link FAILS!! So I will post what the guy wrote.
What exactly is wrong with me?
Why do people leave me?
How does someone swear a vow before God, friends, and family and then suddenly not be in Love anymore? Just discard the vow as a bad decision?
I'm not allowed to be anyone's normal-in-the-house-watching-you-grow-up-and-being-there-every-day-Daddy...
I have a daughter. She lives with her mother, she loves me...but I haven't raised her.
I have a son. He lives with his mother, he doesn't know me...and I'll not know him unless he seeks me out as an adult.
I have a boy who shares no biology with me, but for whom I care more than I care for myself. He now lives with his mother. I can only hope he forgets me, because I can't bear the thought of him missing me and resenting his mother.
I love her so much. It's trite, but she completes me. She's all I want in this world. She's my wife, dammit, and I meant that forever.
I just love her. I don't know how else to say what I feel.
I've cried so hard that I've burst blood vessels all over my face.
I don't want to be. Period.
But I have this pathetic hope that she'll realize she was wrong and come back to me.
And I'll let her. God help me, but I'd do anything to have her back home.
WTF is wrong with me that this keeps happening.
Am I not allowed to fucking be happy?
Please don't PM me if you read this. I don't want to talk.
I just want to make this all go away.
I just needed somewhere to pour the emotions. My eyes hurt too much.
It says its from a retired DM.:rofl: