When I first met my wife she had come out of an abusive relationship and had really low self-esteem which made no sense to me because she's so f'n beautiful.
When we first started seeing each other she was extremely jealous and would always be afraid of me cheating on her (she'd have dreams and **** up ******).
As for me, from the age of 12 on I was a porn hound/sex addict through and through. From the time I was 18 until I met her in my early 20's it was basically a sex rampage of hook ups after hook ups.
When she discovered and I confided in her of my porn usage she wasn't approving of it but resigned herself that "as long as I wasn't cheating on her for real, then it was just boys will be boys."
Not being satisfied with even that, I tried to get her onto the idea of a wife sharing threesome which she isn't going for. (I'm sick).
I guess my question is there a happy medium? I love her. There's no doubt about that. But I love porn too. I just have a guilty conscience.
When we first started seeing each other she was extremely jealous and would always be afraid of me cheating on her (she'd have dreams and **** up ******).
As for me, from the age of 12 on I was a porn hound/sex addict through and through. From the time I was 18 until I met her in my early 20's it was basically a sex rampage of hook ups after hook ups.
When she discovered and I confided in her of my porn usage she wasn't approving of it but resigned herself that "as long as I wasn't cheating on her for real, then it was just boys will be boys."
Not being satisfied with even that, I tried to get her onto the idea of a wife sharing threesome which she isn't going for. (I'm sick).
I guess my question is there a happy medium? I love her. There's no doubt about that. But I love porn too. I just have a guilty conscience.
