AbyssKiller
Banned
I don't know how to talk to girls... well, in general I don't really know how to get anybody interested with me in a conversation. My parents almost never let me go outside when I was young and only was able to have friends at school, but ever since we got separated because of high school, we don't talk to each other. And since I didn't made new friend for so long (I just hang with the same people all the time) I am pretty lost.
My friends told me to be myself but I feel I don't even know myself, I was kept in my house so long I don't know what to talk about to get people interested. Now, I only have 1 friend left and he just spend all day playing computer and video games or watch TV when his parents don't want them to play.
I never go to people to talk to them, I am used to people who came to me to talk. And that also make it worse, not knowing how to start a conversation.
Last year, a girl came to me and asked me my hotmail.com to chat with me because she was curious about me. We became ''friends'', we chatted almost everyday, talked some time in school, she came to me to tell me her problem with her boyfriend but I didn't know what to tell her... we played card games but I stayed silent and didn't know what to do to make the game funny.
She then broke up last year's summer. I invited to watch a theater with me and she aggreed. I told myself I must be like myself in promary school where I was doing stupid thing like acting a person and said stupid stuff. But as soon she came, I see her tired, she just came back to her house after a summer camp thing. And then she talk about thing like she don't want to date anyone for a while and all that. And I wasn't able to do anything, I was silent once again. I could see she was bored during the theater. It was a comedy and she never laughed... it true it wasn't really funny since I also didn't often, but when I see her going away from me, I mean I sit on her right and she was kinda going to the left, I mean her legs, her head was on the left side. And there was nobody but it show she don't want to be with me or stay here.
She wanted to go to the toilet and like a idiot I went with her and stayed near the entrance to see if nothing was wrong... I don't what I was thinking. At the end, I accompagnied her to her house and when we reached it was just like :
Me: Hmm... how was the night?
Girl: It was chill
*Long silence*
Me: Well... bye.
Girl: Bye.
Then this year, we are no longer friends, she told me she lied me a lot of time and that she was tired of me because I annoy her, I wasn't able to change in 1 year like everybody. That I was a reject from our school, a silent loser. Few time she asked her boyfriend (the same one she broke up last summer, she broke up just because she didn't want to have more fight...) well they are back together and asked him to beat me if I didn't stop talking her.
This year, another girl came to me because she curious, but to make it short. We talk few times, we no longer talk together now. I can even see she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. She doesn't even say Hi to me anymore.
Now when I walk outside and see a beautiful girl, I look at her face but as soon as she turn her head and see look at me, I immediately look somewhere else. When I talk to anybody, I don't know what to say to keep a conversation or to become good friends.
So yeah... I am a loser that need help... :helpme:
My friends told me to be myself but I feel I don't even know myself, I was kept in my house so long I don't know what to talk about to get people interested. Now, I only have 1 friend left and he just spend all day playing computer and video games or watch TV when his parents don't want them to play.
I never go to people to talk to them, I am used to people who came to me to talk. And that also make it worse, not knowing how to start a conversation.
Last year, a girl came to me and asked me my hotmail.com to chat with me because she was curious about me. We became ''friends'', we chatted almost everyday, talked some time in school, she came to me to tell me her problem with her boyfriend but I didn't know what to tell her... we played card games but I stayed silent and didn't know what to do to make the game funny.
She then broke up last year's summer. I invited to watch a theater with me and she aggreed. I told myself I must be like myself in promary school where I was doing stupid thing like acting a person and said stupid stuff. But as soon she came, I see her tired, she just came back to her house after a summer camp thing. And then she talk about thing like she don't want to date anyone for a while and all that. And I wasn't able to do anything, I was silent once again. I could see she was bored during the theater. It was a comedy and she never laughed... it true it wasn't really funny since I also didn't often, but when I see her going away from me, I mean I sit on her right and she was kinda going to the left, I mean her legs, her head was on the left side. And there was nobody but it show she don't want to be with me or stay here.
She wanted to go to the toilet and like a idiot I went with her and stayed near the entrance to see if nothing was wrong... I don't what I was thinking. At the end, I accompagnied her to her house and when we reached it was just like :
Me: Hmm... how was the night?
Girl: It was chill
*Long silence*
Me: Well... bye.
Girl: Bye.
Then this year, we are no longer friends, she told me she lied me a lot of time and that she was tired of me because I annoy her, I wasn't able to change in 1 year like everybody. That I was a reject from our school, a silent loser. Few time she asked her boyfriend (the same one she broke up last summer, she broke up just because she didn't want to have more fight...) well they are back together and asked him to beat me if I didn't stop talking her.
This year, another girl came to me because she curious, but to make it short. We talk few times, we no longer talk together now. I can even see she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. She doesn't even say Hi to me anymore.
Now when I walk outside and see a beautiful girl, I look at her face but as soon as she turn her head and see look at me, I immediately look somewhere else. When I talk to anybody, I don't know what to say to keep a conversation or to become good friends.
So yeah... I am a loser that need help... :helpme:
