Heather Summers
Official Checked Star Member
Re: Serena Taylor / Heather Summers
Hey guys!
Obviously, I'm done with the industry. I'm going to school, and am altering every photo the best I can without Photoshop to maintain the most "normal" life I can while pursuing education. I should have told you sooner, but I, for whatever reason, naturally assumed you guys checked out more than Freeones, and since some of you claim to be such big fans, would check out our social networking sites or blogs to get the latest update. I took down my public blog because I thought bullying and harassment stopped in grade school, but was very wrong, as I learned in Guam. I'm not longer updating my blog, but do update my tumblr, for those who know the address. I'm pursuing school and music, as well as writing. I'm beginning my book now, which may include pictures, but for the most part, I want to describe the transition from turning 18 and performing glory hole scenes to appearing on Video Viewer Voicemail on G4 where I became a regular in their forums, leading to my first post about shooting for Playboy, and the rest of what people assume is real, fake, and highly exaggerated (which they should.)
Too many people I don't care for have been using the "Go ahead and yell the wrong name! I do it all the time!" out of context, and with my stubborn personality I'm trying to better, the way I think is "I'd rather not speak a word than have that word being used out of context and to hurt me in any way, even unintentionally."
Please, if you are reading this and see me in real life, don't sing certain theme songs, or play specific music when I'm around, or just do something you think may make me smile but deep down makes me feel like shit (I haven't spoke with my therapist about why this is so, I just ask that you not do this anymore.)
I understand there are those in the forums who just want to objectify me and see me fuck and do more than I was once comfortable with, and hey, that's you're right. But to those who want to truly get to know me better, and maybe give back for all the free porn that I've performed which has allowed society to treat me than less than I deserve, I'm trying new ways to showcase other talent you may not know I had, just get passed the initial shock that I may be clothed. (Also, I'm VERY sarcastic, I have nothing but the overused word LOVE for you.)
Someone please post a link to the Tory Lane g/g video I shot with her that's somewhere on my website. I'm having trouble finding it.
Again, thank you guys. There may never be a chance of a re-entry into porn (see what I did there?) and I have to apologize, as a performer, and as a so-called actress, that I rarely felt confident in my performances to feel proud enough to she them with you the way other women have. I'll explain this in the book. I wish I could have had more time in the industry to REALLY get into the performance. Much love, and my journey in the aether has not fallen off track, just taken a detour.
Sincerely,
Heather
Hey guys!
Obviously, I'm done with the industry. I'm going to school, and am altering every photo the best I can without Photoshop to maintain the most "normal" life I can while pursuing education. I should have told you sooner, but I, for whatever reason, naturally assumed you guys checked out more than Freeones, and since some of you claim to be such big fans, would check out our social networking sites or blogs to get the latest update. I took down my public blog because I thought bullying and harassment stopped in grade school, but was very wrong, as I learned in Guam. I'm not longer updating my blog, but do update my tumblr, for those who know the address. I'm pursuing school and music, as well as writing. I'm beginning my book now, which may include pictures, but for the most part, I want to describe the transition from turning 18 and performing glory hole scenes to appearing on Video Viewer Voicemail on G4 where I became a regular in their forums, leading to my first post about shooting for Playboy, and the rest of what people assume is real, fake, and highly exaggerated (which they should.)
Too many people I don't care for have been using the "Go ahead and yell the wrong name! I do it all the time!" out of context, and with my stubborn personality I'm trying to better, the way I think is "I'd rather not speak a word than have that word being used out of context and to hurt me in any way, even unintentionally."
Please, if you are reading this and see me in real life, don't sing certain theme songs, or play specific music when I'm around, or just do something you think may make me smile but deep down makes me feel like shit (I haven't spoke with my therapist about why this is so, I just ask that you not do this anymore.)
I understand there are those in the forums who just want to objectify me and see me fuck and do more than I was once comfortable with, and hey, that's you're right. But to those who want to truly get to know me better, and maybe give back for all the free porn that I've performed which has allowed society to treat me than less than I deserve, I'm trying new ways to showcase other talent you may not know I had, just get passed the initial shock that I may be clothed. (Also, I'm VERY sarcastic, I have nothing but the overused word LOVE for you.)
Someone please post a link to the Tory Lane g/g video I shot with her that's somewhere on my website. I'm having trouble finding it.
Again, thank you guys. There may never be a chance of a re-entry into porn (see what I did there?) and I have to apologize, as a performer, and as a so-called actress, that I rarely felt confident in my performances to feel proud enough to she them with you the way other women have. I'll explain this in the book. I wish I could have had more time in the industry to REALLY get into the performance. Much love, and my journey in the aether has not fallen off track, just taken a detour.
Sincerely,
Heather
