I couldn't handle that. Simple.
I definitely understand that. There was a time when I thought that any man who could was either insane or had something wrong with him. Then, for some reason I started thinking about it and liking the idea and now it's one of my favorite things to see.
For a while now, she's been wanting me to join with her and another man. I think I'll eventually try it, but for me there's a big difference between watching her fuck another dude from a small distance and being right there, so close an intimate. I'm not a homophobe or anything, but the idea of being that close just puts me off a bit. We'll see.
Anyway, I mention that because, this Saturday, we're attending another party and she's told me that she would like to try being with two men at once since I've been reluctant and it's something she'd like to experience. When she first mentioned it, it confused me. I wasn't sure if I hated the idea or loved it. But, I was definitely cool with letting her try it out and I'm actually looking forward to watching that than actually getting laid myself...although I definitely plan to do that as well.
Just a few years ago, the thought of anything like this would have been something I would have sworn I'd never be into or understand.