Oh boy ... let's try an analogy ...
I will apply my every effort to get a pornstar from here
whom I have seen only in different galleries and usually masturbate :rubbel: while setting her as screensaver...
Oh boy ... hmm, let me try a different approach with this one ...
Let's say you go to Disney. Disney "cast members" are your best friends. They help you do all sorts of things. They are nice. They are your best friends ... in the park.
Let's say you're not in the park anymore. You spot them out on the town. Do you think they want you to come up to them and see you act like they are still your friend? No!
Now that doesn't mean you can't still walk up to them and ask questions. That doesn't mean they won't talk to you. That doesn't mean they won't take a general interest in you.
It just means that what you do in the park doesn't mean they know you at all. It means you still have to earn their friendship. It means that they are
just like you, people who will expect you to put forth the effort to be their friend, not instantly have it.
Same deal with pornstars ...
They are people just like you and I who have lives, friends and a particular set things "in their real life" that earns friendship, love, lust, sex, etc... Just because they welcome you into their sexual activities as part of their job doesn't mean they will welcome you right into sex as part of their personal life. You still have to earn their interest, companionship, etc... like they weren't a pornstar.
Sure, there are exceptions, but that's no different than "regular women." If you have problems with "regular women," then pornstars aren't going to be any different. Yes, Pornstars are beautiful women who are professionals who have sex on film. But what you have to gain their interest and companionship differs none at all from other women.
You can't just walk up to them like they "know" you. "Hey, I'm a guy, I jacked to you in
video blah" and she answers back, "Hey, I know you, I know you jacked off to me, do you want to do me in person instead now?" Seriously, that's
really what this comes off as here.
Have to agree with others, hit the singles boards. Also be careful of your infatuation with women of "celebrity" or "popular beauty." You can be very disappointed and, in some cases, some men are just downright hurtful.
E.g., there are many actresses who were/are "sex symbols" who can tell of the guy that slept with the character of a film, but then woke up with the actress. Sometimes lust is better than the real thing. I've know men (and women) who cheated on their wives (and husbands) to utterly regret the experience -- not because of the cheating itself, but because it was for no big deal.