how do you get rid of this? it's not headache or being a bit ***** still or feeling off balance. it's like as if world is a quiter place, your mind thinking the void, even when i write these words a part of my mind definitely doing something else, even though i can perfectly do the things i used to do, i can't concentrate only one certain thing and lost track of time. even though i said this is being numb, it feels like i'm more aware, able to think more than a few things somehow. weird... i mean, it feels scary like as if i can levitate things if i want to or something. it's like as if some spiritual part of my brain activated... i receive weird signals. it feels like those signals are meaningful and it's just me who can't read them, more of those brain parts should be activated for that while i want to turn the open one off.
you probably can't understand this if you never feel like it. i never meditated but i'm guessing this should be how ppl feels when they "reach nirvana"... you are more open to the world with a certain distance.
i don't even know why i'm writing this.
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you probably can't understand this if you never feel like it. i never meditated but i'm guessing this should be how ppl feels when they "reach nirvana"... you are more open to the world with a certain distance.
i don't even know why i'm writing this.
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