A little problem of mine, let's talking

Hi all! New here, I apologies if my post is in wrong place. So.. Actually this post would be a very long one if I'm going to spill everything, but no i want to make it short as i can.

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I find a pornstar called Ryan, she starts her career in 2000 and end it in 2001. A weird that, she doesn't even have any info about birthdate, height, weight etc etc.. hell not even have fake surname so she also really hard to find. I'm pretty sure Ryan is not her real name too so pretty funny.
She is hard to find, I barely find her vids well she doesn't have that 50-100 movies of course, she only have 12-13 movies according to iafd and hotmovies.com, and another thing i want to know is, is it really normal to a pornstar only have/make 12-13 movies in 1-2 years? I mean doesn't it have to be more? I was honestly not believe those sites and trying to find more of her but no she really only have 13 movies..
If I'll be honest, I find it that she is not satisfied and not loving this job at all. Who is force her to make her being pornstar then? or what this is for? fame? pleasure? earning her life? fun? Really shame a beautiful, natural girl like her being pornstar.. I don't know you guys but this is really hurts me. Idk if it's strange or not, this is my first time fell in love with a pornstar lol. Guess i find my love via porn lmao.. fuck this world.
She was naive, down to earth girl, i think this is what takes her into this industry. Well speaking of Industry itself, there is a lot of shit around so i'm avoid from this for now. Also it's not my subject, let's straight up to the point.

My actual question and looking for help is What happened to her after quits in 2001? This is sound stupid i know, all of you now like "How do fuck we know?" that's the reason why i'm here cuz i've seen a couple of people in this forum knows what happened to Sexy Mandee/Mande Capone as well and have communication with her irl. I see this on sexy mandee thread and thinking about maybe one of you guys knows what happened to Ryan after quits and why quit? This is why I'm here and if there is a better place to find someone who only appeared in porn movies, then let me know PM me.
To be honest, I'm not whining about her quits porn, fact that this is makes me happy, cuz i don't want her to be waste herself like this. A half of her porn movies are also rough too.. I want her to have a normal life, take care herself like a warrior chick.
I'm really sensitive about women in general. I don't even want to think about a bad shit happened to her. Well I at least want that she have a good life right now, It hurts to even think she is married right now :LOL: but better than all other bad things. I hope she find what she likes and want.
So, dear Freeones people any of you have even a bit communication with her or knows what happened to her then please let me know and PM me anytime any day. 🙏 I'm always online till May. I'm a soldier. I barely get a free time.

A last words.. Well i don't know what to say :)) ... but my life has always been bad, I never get a luck so i don't expect having a girl like Ryan. Well what can i say? Idk what are you guys believe and what y'all religion is but in my religion a person that who is goes to heaven is can have all his dreams there.. I guess this is the only way haha! maybe i can have her on the other side. I don't even know if I will be going to Hell or Heaven anyway. 😏

To those who is wants to take a look:

https://www.iafd.com/person.rme/perfid=ryan_bru_00/gender=f/ryan.htm
https://www.hotmovies.com/porn-star/107717/Ryan-F-.html#paging

Peace! and Love! Stay safe people.

(Hey this is a question for Moderators:
I want to post it to -Questions, Comments, and Suggestions- section as well, is it ok? I don't post it there cuz it says "questions, comments, or suggestions regarding FreeOnes or the board." about freeones or the board? so mine is definitely not about site, so that's why i'm not posting it there. Hope i'm not getting it wrong lol)
 

FreeOnes_Adam

FO Admin - 19 Cents of Magical Cock (her/shey)
Staff member
Questions, Comments, and Suggestions
Welcome! That area is for questions about the board and the site, so no. You get one topic, and this is as good as place as any.
 

Torre82

Moderator \ Jannie
Staff member
I love these self reflection topics where someone finds unrequited love with "someone" and wishes them well.

It's like a Denzel movie where they can view the past, and she is already dead and gone.

Well maybe it isn't QUITE like that, but i like the idea of it.

Also, I'll never know what happened to either of these two people - it reminds me of my time in the downtown bars. Just.. people. Slice of life stories. Dunno their names. Won't see them, again. But what little insight i heard\read is kinda awesome.

Cheers to rando ppl with a small tale to tell!
\has no drink to toast
 
Ryderr could try to get a bio from Evil Angel which is still in business and even lists some Ryan movies on their website.
 

Steve-FreeOnes

FO Admin / "rude, unnecessary attitude" (he/they)
Staff member
Ryderr could try to get a bio from Evil Angel which is still in business and even lists some Ryan movies on their website.
Ryderr hasn't been online for over 2 years so I don't know why you're bumping this thread.
 

Torre82

Moderator \ Jannie
Staff member
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Because ppl haff this intense desire to know real names and what happened to them.



FFS who is so heartless as to not want to see a porn star's insta breakfast, Steve? Who doesnt want to do porn movies for YEARS?! Something must have happemed! We should be concerned!



Shame on you! She could need our donations for her cancer treatments! She could be in pain and TOTALLY need to see rando ppl who jerked off to her wishing her well!



It could absolutely happen! She CARES FOR US! THIS PERSON WHO WE DONT ACTUALLY KNOW! SHE CARES! Why didn't t she tell us her name?! Must be abuse!



#NotRealPost

#GoodLord

#JustJerkOff

#MoveOn



In other news, sup mancusian.
 
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